borderline slut
borderline slut
text mana monroe
VERS 1:
i always had that fear
and emptyness inside of me
nothing i ever did
could make it go away
the tears from my eyes
down the chin of a child
always feeling alone
and afraid of what will come
wrote my first suicide note
at the age of ten
wishing to be gone
and never feel anxiety again
FÖRE REF:
it's getting closer
driving me insane
i'm losing control
i'm falling again
REF:
i hate you, i really do
you borderline slut
making my life a hell
i wanna take the razor
and slit it all up
feel the blood pulzating
floating down my skin
i hate you, i really do
you borderline slut
making me insane
i wanna take the razor
and slit it all up
feel the blood pulzating
floating with the sin
VERS 2:
the emptyness grew stronger
and the cuts started healing my wounds
my screams ouf of rage
just pushed them further away
my life was filled with anxiety,
alcohol, razorblades and blood
tried to beat the sickness out of me
but it just grew stronger
the fright of beeing left
all alone in this shitty world
turned me into who i am
and forced me to become
FÖRE REF:
it's getting closer
driving me insane
i'm losing control
i'm falling again
REF:
i hate you, i really do
you borderline slut
making my life a hell
i wanna take the razor
and slit it all up
feel the blood pulzating
floating down my skin
i hate you, i really do
you borderline slut
making me insane
i wanna take the razor
and slit it all up
feel the blood pulzating
floating with the sin
VERS 3:
im still this fucked up whore
with a diagnose in my back
i kill the pain away
with pills and alcohol
the hate i feel inside
is against myself and who i've become
and it makes me sick
that i can never be what i want
i wanna taste my blood
and paint my walls
sing a deathsong
and pretend i'm not alone